all the readings are like presents wrapped up nicely and given to us and our duty is to unwrap those package and digest it. mr lim is really cute.
i think i am just so sick, obviously i know i'll be upset after knowing more things but it's just my character to go unravel for more things to make myself even more upset. my thinking is evidently not balanced.

lazy lah girl. can't wait to go bubble gumming with asman. stupid expectation shit. stupid tuition. stupid stupid stupid stupid.

SUPREME is the prettiest






most yo too(:

noisy girls are the ugliest

i just learnt that foods that do not get metabolized will not provide calories. so this is how the calorie thing works and sweeteners get excreted in the urine and are not changed in any way.

double standards. hmm..

A day out again alone

by this rate, i'll never get anything done. i think i've developed a phobia of school. not just the long hours, short rests and never ending list of homework. i've grown tired of discussing my problem with others, i can't even help myself. then, how should others help me? i don't know. should i go see a shrink like what ms tay had suggested?

probably i just need a day out again alone..

i think school work has kinda pile up. next week won't be a good week i guess. spa's coming up, cse presentation blah. i need another break, friday was well-deserved. nice long wait at the polyclinic, the bun that comes with the soup i had was warm and satisfying, so yummy. it's just small things that light up your day sometimes.

i love you mom

MOM YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND RESPECT YOU BECAUSE I'M REALLY TOO SHY TO SAY ALL THAT TO YOU. I'M REALLY SORRY IF YOU'RE GOING TO RECEIVE A CALL FROM MY TEACHER. ANOTHER RUDE SHOCK APART FROM BROTHER'S CANING TODAY. I HOPE YOU CAN HANDLE US TWO WELL. I GUESS BROTHER LOVES YOU TOO <3
AND THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO STAY HOME TOMORROW.

(:

MOM, CAN I STAY HOME TOMORROW?

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK!
why why why? i really feel like staying home tomorrow.

caught up with some primary 6A classmates, they didn't change at all except for the four tall hunks haha. michelle cheng man yun, redonnia yeo xiu xian, lee xiu qi, teo deng yao, calvin lim wei quan, kenneth chua ren da and jeremy koh rui zhi. watched the jay chou movie :/ haha. hope to meet up with them real soon.

a suprise

my brother said he's bringing math homework to adrian's house and do. surprising.

second day of the new year

winnie winnie don't compare what you have and what you don't with others.

chinese new year, shopping malls not open, cedele cafe closed. how i miss their sandwiches. hong kong cafe not open. how i miss their mango desserts..

so feel like watching p.s i love you, asman said it's very sweet, sweeter than the lakehouse but i wanna keep the movie for v-day. watch alone also like quite diao (:

tomorrow is xiao mei's birthday, da jie wishes you a happy early birthday.

why do i feel my heart sink?

just a minute ago i discovered something and i really feel sad about it. so long that i haven't have this feeling. the heart feels really dense now. why do people have to part? just when something good might happen something uneventful has to happen :/ i feel disappointed, really. and after this intense feelings, i will begin to feel a void again then i will go all those stupid things over again.

MY LUCKY DAY

A minute ago, my grandma found my long lost identity card. No more passport for exam's entry.
Happy happy.

The future seems dismal and grey.

Hmm.. Life seems wasted. Days are spent at home thinking where to venture but staying at home in the end. Saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday and today. Tomorrow have to head back to school. SCHOOL.

To all having exams

ALI WISHES EVERYONE GOOD LUCK. BE NICER TO YOURSELF AND YOUR PERHAPS SATURATED BRAIN. EVERYONE HAS WORKED THEIR BIT AND WHATEVER RESULTS WON'T MATTER MUCH (:

i hate my neighbours.

I hate my neighbours. Joanne is like primary five, Jason is like primary two or something and Jiamning is attending primary school next year like my quiet and sweet cousin.Yet they are still so noisy. Come back from school, run and make noise. Go out also make noise. Their mom is like them. Their dad's mom is better except that she loves to peek at what you are doing. I guess either Sg is too small or they are too bored and they have boring lifes. I really hate it when her mom acts pro and I LOVE laughing at her MOLE. I hope when she licks the rice on top her mouth she don't accidentally swallow her mole. And her mom LOVES to ask what school you're studying at especially your school ranks bottom. >:(

I remember something like "What school you studying at?''
I say, " First Toa Payoh Sec.''
NOSEY "OHHH, four or five years ah?''
-_-
I say, ''Err, four.."

I think i won't ever forget that... So humiliating when your other school goer neighbours attend SCGS, ACS(I), blah. Just as mr ganesh went in class that time equal opportunity but different abilities blah.

IF YOU'RE SO FREE, YOU SHOULD FIND SOME PLASTIC SURGEONS AND REMOVE THE BLACK, ROUND AND SEXY MOLE OF YOURS (:

FINALLY.
I HOPE OUR WR IS FINE.


WHILE I WAS PRINTING, I JUST WANTED TO HEAR joey SO MUCH. ONCE AHMAD CAN'T SLEEP ALI CAN'T SLEEP TOO SO AHMAD STARTING SENDING MANY MANY SONGS TO ALI. ALI PROMISED AHMAD NOT TO COUNT HOW MANY SONGS. UNTIL TODAY, ALI STILL VERY MUCH WANTED HOW MANY SONGS AHMAD SENT.

I HOPE ALL THESE WILL BE OVER SOON. I'VE SO MUCH THINGS TO DO AND SO MANY SHOPS TO GO. BUT I WANT TO WRITE TO AHMAD THE MOST.

I HOPE AHMAD IS FINE.

ASMAN TOO. I HOPE MALAY PAPER DIDN'T TAKE A TOLL ON YOU. BEST OF LUCK, MY LOVELY WOOHMAN.

Yesterday:
Left school around 9.30 and headed to Prata House. Nong nong time haven't had prata for dinner/ supper. After prata session, i chose to walk home. Walking spped was much slower than usual but unexpectedly, i reached home faster. Is it a sign? A sign that doing things less quickly can achieve better results? Maybe in a time like this, everything I see it as a sign.

These days, my sleep is disturbed and mealtimes are irregular. I just feel what I'm doing now is only the action of doing something like i don't enjoy anything i do. Disappointment after disappointment ... How long more can Ali deal with it?

Just now:
Bought Ang Ku Kueh (: They closing end of this month. Quite sad.. Even Granny suggests that i should buy more often. Ivins nonya tapioca kuih is disappointing. BK coin kind of hashbrown is good. With musturd and tomato sauce, it's even better. I love mustud, it has this ''idiot'' taste like sesame and hmm.. I forgot.

Due to the recent China's food scares, many may reject Made-In-China products but one thing they should never be afraid of is HAWFLAKES. Childhood tibits to soothe all stressed students.

I'm so going to try Joanne's crushed oreos with milk now. Do I've milk in the fridge?
:/

ah liu ah wong bully ah chang. tell huifeng.

winnie im so disappointed in u..
daniEl

by the way, it was by DANIAL.

Ah Wong is such a nice person. He help me make tagboard! Whee!

Never will be good enough. Either a pessimistic or a perfectionist :/

JOANNE LOVES WR. XUAN QI LOVES WR. DANIEL LOVES WR. JIA QUAN LOVES WR. I LOVE WR.

WR IS LOVE.

MILO DINOSAUR IS LOVE

i love self-made milo dinosaur. i love it when i choke on the powder.
<3

WO TOU TOU KAN TA TOU TOU CHI (:

ALI WRITES LIKE SOME PRIMARY SCHOOL KID.